Protecting my son or over sensitive ?

Today I had probably my first major parental concern moments for my disabled son. I have had moments that are minor and more medical, this one was a red flag moment about his safety in someone else’s care. I’m still really upset about it. I think I’ve talked and cried and replayed it over inContinue reading “Protecting my son or over sensitive ?”

Can’t sleep

Most nights I get woken up to five or six times a night. Tonight it’s quiet and I can’t sleep. I’ve gotten up twice to check both kids are breathing, not too hot and monitors are working. Today I saw my two children hug in the stairwell when I wasn’t there prompting it or tellingContinue reading “Can’t sleep”

No time for self care, but I started a blog

This will hopefully be the beginning of something cathartic, healing or just a really unusual way to start a personal journal. I don’t really know if I want to be writing this yet or what I want to write or if I will ever find the time. literally. But I know I have to doContinue reading “No time for self care, but I started a blog”